all i need is a LOLLIPOP(:

Thursday, February 11, 2010

I dont care what are the consequences if i post this post.
But i just cant stand it. Im gonna to say everything and my feelings out!

Sometimes I think that im just an ordinary person.
Just one person by myself.
Sorry to think so, but thats what I really feel.
Friendships are really fragile, so what if you have a lot of friends?
They dont care or concern about you, and dont even care about you.
And i think that Im always the one being left out. ( i mean not everytime, just sometimes, sometimes.)

Im always by myself, no friends will come and chat with me, telling me their feelings etc.
I think you guys dont even know what had happened to me, because you guys dont care.
Im not like other people that have friends that stay with them when something happened.
Or friends that really support you.

And, I hate the feeling that YOU, which i really think that we can be forever best friends keep asking me where your other close friends went. How would i know?
Cant you ask other people? Im not jealous, is just that Im disappointed that our friendship have gone 'Bad'.

Sometimes i asked myself why I have soo many friends for? Which none of them really treat you as friends? I really thought that I can be Best friends with a lot of people. But im wrong.
Im saying this not because i dont really have friends. I have good friends too.
But is just that I dont really tell you guys my feelings. Cause is hard, is not that i dont want to say it out. Its just that will you guys willing to listen to me?
Although I know you guys care about me, But you guys Dont know how i feel.

Sorry, Maybe Im really being too sensitive.
Just think that what i say is crap.
This is just something i bottled up for long.( Really long long time ago)
Not that i recently feel that you guys treating me bad.
So, No offence my Friends.

8:38 PM
a lollipop is all i need.

That Lady

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